obas-thoughts:

Does anyone else ever feel like life just isn’t for them?

Not in a suicidal sense, but in the same way skateboarding isn’t for everyone.

Cause man.

This is just not for me y'all 😂😂

I don’t want to kill myself or anything like that but the thought of living through life is very.. unappealing to say the least.

Cause like you’re thrown into consciousness by a pair of people who could be anyone, for better or worse, and then spend the next handful of years mindlessly going through the motions until graduation, just to learn that from that moment, you will have to find a way to work until death.

The monotony of a day to day life is so backbreaking. Going to the same places and seeing the same people to do and say the same thing until either they or you pass chips away at people until they break.

There are so many parts of life that is awful but accepted because “that’s life” but what if life wasn’t worth as much as people thought? What do we do when living just doesn’t mean anything?

I mean, I know life has “meaning” based off of what we make of it but that’s a man made concept. Since the beginning of reflections, humanity has been drunk off of itself and has tricked itself into thinking it has a purpose and while it may, I can’t shake the feeling that it doesn’t. That we’re just floating in space by chance and happened to evolve far enough to recognize it.

Again, I’m not suicidal; or at least I don’t think I am. I don’t have a desire to kill myself.

I just don’t think this is for me.

💕 see y'all tomorrow

piecesofbird:

eeby:

bitchynative:

Why did you pull me over? Audio Transcript

Shut the fuck up when cops ask questions! The script. These 25 words we’re talking about.

To begin with, let’s talk about: what you do when that cop first comes up to you, and no matter what he says:

Where are you going, where are you coming from, what’s that smell, how many drinks have you had, you know this is a high drug traffic area. Why are you sweating? Why are your eyes red? Why do you seem nervous?

Those cops can ask anything they want and when they first come up on you, you wanna say “why did you pull me over?”

That’s the first phrase of the script because under case law, the cops have about 7-8 minutes to give you a traffic ticket unless they find other independent probable cause to further detain you. And they find that when you start yapping.

Now, just cause they pulled you over, doesn’t mean it’s a traffic stop. Maybe your tires are low or something else is wrong.

So, “why did you pull me over?” starts the clock ticking, and that’s your tip of the day. And shut the fuck up when cops ask questions.

the answer to “do you know why I pulled you over?” is also “why did you pull me over?”

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partyatsanguines:

the-greymarch:

partyatsanguines:

She’s finally awake

who?

The prisoner in the back of the cart reading this

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prisonhannibal:

sorry theres not a single person on this website id pay to follow idc if we’ve been mutuals for six years, if you put up a paywall we’re done

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Anonymous asked: How do you spend your nights?

softcoreish:

Overthinking and imagining scenarios that will never happen